went to see the singapore hits award .... really bring me back to dreams and passion .... miss the times ... but i guess it's the luck rather more than anything else. it's just pure luck .. maybe flying is much more better job for me. watching them going up the stage and everything. though it's crap. human are always contradicting ....

flying to auckland tonight ... sianz... really miss having time with my friends enjoying in singapore .... but really have to work ... if not no money to maintain . then not cute looking liao ... haha .... it's again .... interest + money vs passion + life

just got back from sydney. sick again .... think that australia station is a virus station. go brisbane sick. go sydney also sick... the weather is pretty yucky there. touch down in the morning. slept till 3 pm. went for dinner and back into the hotel after buying from stuffs. got back into the room. chill out and talk until like 8plus. was out for a drink in sydney. beer is cheap in australia station. so had my herbal tea when was in the light drizzle walking towards the pubs.

went back to hotel to sleep. and came back to singapore. once touched down. i went drinking with my younger brother in chinablack. not bad. quite a fun time it can be. though tired but it's really really fun. but feeling sick .... maybe because of the rain and weather in sydney ...

or maybe over exert myself when i was recording the new songs before i leave for sydney on monday noon.

today was out for dinner today with my instructor and colleagues. very nice .... chatted and chill out at chinablack again ! my godness it's so nice ... to see some of them after like a month or so ... see the photos they took in rome, frankfurt, new york and all the best pictures they can find overseas....

so sad.... going off to auckland on this saturday night. boring place.... but never mind. will have time to record songs again when i'm back. hehe cheers.

Just got back at 1am in the morning of 02nd sept which is yesterday morning. today is my first off day. so happy to be back to singapore. really missed my computer my bed and everything back in singapore.... love the food ! just had bak kut teh this morning after my drinking session in town.

last long flight to tokyo and LA was really full of shit. was on checked for that flight but was lucky enough to be having check by a nice leading steward who is really nice on this flight. so boring to be flying with my own team. with so much politics in the team and just because of a few people in the team that makes the team coming in with so much of politics.

there're people in the team who thought too much about what our boss of our team is always saying and always trying to speak smart. ended up not very impressive other than making people feel that he is boosting. and this person in our team saying that he can teach people alot about life. sound very ego right ? i really couldn't believe my ears. he keep telling people that he can teach people alot about life.... so he wants people to live the way he lives ? i would say if it's me, i won't like to teach people about live. i would only advice and address on issues if the person is asking me for opinions. i don't wanna teach other people how to live. coz i respect the way people live the way they want.

when i'm polite, people say that i'm too polite... it's so so funny, what's wrong about being polite. isn't it always good to be polite. coz i don't wanna take things for granted. there's nothing wrong about that.

in cabin crew, i would say there's hardly people that you can trust and there's hardly people that you can trust your words with. so much of politics involved. there's people telling you that you're too close to some people and there's people saying you're should not be drinking with some people. and the best thing is there's people who can talk behind your back. and other people's back. what kind of team is that. anyway just gotta keep my fingers crossed and keep my thoughts positive. more ever i even should keep my mind and everything positive. coz i've got lots of team flight lining up.

anyway talking back to the trip i had, it was fun visiting disneyland in california. never regretted fulfilling that childhood dream of everyone. it's summer time in california and it's pretty hot of 24 degrees and having the sun on you in the day time. saw lots of disney characters and took lots of pictures. but didn't really buy any souvenirs back. what's there to buy when you're going to abandon there back in singapore ? and leaving it in your storeroom ? hahaha and when i'm in LA as i was walking along the streets i saw them people filming. can't really catch or know who the stars were. anyway i don't watch much movies as well. that's why i don't really know about that. thinking about LA, guess i'll visit santa monica and universal studios when i have my next trip to LA. hope that we can change hotel by then. coz that hotel we're living now is so crappy. in a very crappy and insecured area.

back in tokyo i was having a really nice time watching girls on the streets. the tokyo girls are all so pretty ! just can't resist them sometimes. anyway i don't know a single word of japanese. so it's always the communication barrier. in tokyo, the electronics are all so high tech. you just won't believe the design and technology of japanese with all the advance audio players and digital cams and everything. went shopping in the 100 yen shop. you can see how they begin to be innovative in that sgd $ 1.50 way. even a product that cost 1.50sgd can be so useful !! RESPECT !!

the food there cost around $10-15 sgd for every meal with a drink. and the train lines are so confusing there. went to quite a few places. had been to ueno the wet market area, hakajuku where the funky young jap dressed "commonly" area, had been to okachimachi where the walking street to move around as well. shinjuku is where my hotel is. really nice place to shop even in shinjuku !!

well that tokyo station isn't one station that we'll always get. coz normally we'll be staying in the airport area hotel as the tokyo city is 1 hour 20 mins ride from the narita airport.

but if there's a chance i'll be back in japan when i learnt how to speak japanese. for what i know as well, i won't be visiting tokyo for the next 6 months i guess..... not too sure about that but i guess that would be...